Tuesday 22 November 2011

my moment of panic.

the girl who fancied you is now in a relationship.

my heart stops, and i cry, and i post on my tumblr about how fucking sad i am because i tell myself that i can't have you. you're not in anyway mine anymore.


until i see that she's in a relationship with another boy, not you.

and i cry from sheer relief. and i'm glad i didn't do what i was thinking of. and i'll see you tomorrow. and i'll love you like i now have to admit i do.

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