i said no.

I tried, I tried to say no. I did say no. I stopped you. I told you my reason.

That was until I stopped saying no, and started saying "I shouldn't, but..."

I told you I wanted snuggling, and cuteness and talking and all that.  Then you stopped.  That was until you started again, and I couldn't say no. I couldn't say no anymore, and I just let you. Until you wanted something in return, and I wasn't sure.

So we lay back down, and you kissed me. And then, well, it happened.

And now all I can think about it you, and I hate it, and I have to stop even though I'm already hurt.