I don't even know what to do any more.  Do I want to cry?  Do I want to tell someone everything?  Do I want a hug, or do I just want to be left alone?  I don't know.

There's nothing I can do when it's not my mess to sort out?  Then why do I feel like this?

i haven't posted in ages, but here's a whole fucking load.

i feel like shit for no reason.

i'm a jealous bitch and i hate myself.

someone kill me now.

that, or come cuddle with me and tell me it'll be ok.

i've got to learn to stop caring.

am I to blame?

M and G have been together for a year, and they broke up yesterday.  M messaged G telling him that she was annoyed by G and me flirting and how G was being a terrible boyfriend. She told him she loved him but couldn't have a boyfriend at the time. He said well let's just end it, and they did.

Is it my fault they broke up?  How she'd tell me that he was really mine, how she thought we flirted and how we were close friends?  I was nicer to him than she ever was, she cheated on him but I was there for him no matter. She was always on about how he pissed her off.

He doesn't reckon they'll be friends anymore.

woah, i haven't posted in a while.