I can't believe myself.

I know I shouldn't, but I just can't get enough of him. I just want to spend all the time in the world with him.  I shouldn't let myself go like this, but its him. I've liked him for a while now. Everything he does makes me want him.  I know we shouldn't have gone down that alley, and I shouldn't have let him get my back to the wall.  I shouldn't of kisses him back, and I should have kept saying no.  But he kissed me and no turned into yes. I just can't but fall for him.  So we walked, and we talked some more.  Until he had to go, and found myself back to a wall again.  And then I was kissing him again, and it was perfect.  Until he undid his belt, and I said no.  He didn't take no, he wanted you. And he got his yes.  And now it's screwed up my head even more.  And I don't know what to do with myself.